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IF I

If I cried for you, what would you do?

If I died for you, would you be through?

If it came down to one thing or another

Would we be here to love each other?

If I had one chance to make a choice

If I had one last time to hear your voice

I'd choose to die a painful death

instead of wasting my last breath

Cause I'd never be able to see you again...

My Love

If I had a chance to hold your hand once again

The pain would start, and it begins

If I could tell you I loved you so

Would you cry for me, would you hurt for me deep down below?

My heart would die and fail to breathe

My eyes would shut, failure to see

How much we need each other's love

Our hearts are free like the symbolic dove of life.

My Life

If I had one day left on Earth

I'd choose to be reborn, rebirthed

It'd give me a chance to see you once more

The love of my life, the one I adore.

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Turn to run but there’s no-where to hide

Looks so helpless from here in the inside

Close my eyes and breathe deep

Lose this fatal game of hide and seek

God, how’d this happen to me?Happen to me?

Remember endless days waiting for your call

For your words of treason to end it all tonight

So many ways to end a life When a second lasts forever

Some things best left unsaid

Because some scars never heal

One night can change a life…And your kisses they burnt my flesh

Your silence makes my ears bleed

Your angel voice is poison

And it’s pulsing through my veins

BAD MERMORIES AND HARSH WORDS GO FULL CIRCLE IN MY HEAD

WHAT’S THE POINT OF BEING ALIVE

IF IT’S ALL GONE WHEN YOU’RE DEAD

IF SECRETS ARE LEFT HIDDEN

DO THEY FADE AWAY

AND WOULD IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF I SAID, “I HATE YOU”

‘CAUSE “I LOVE YOU” DOESN’T WORK

Blood is thicker than water

And it will forever stain your hands

That memory is burnt into my brain

And some things were meant to be forgotten

BUILD ME UP TO WATCH ME FALL!

I LOVE YOU……JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!

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the lies you said

i wanted to hear every word you said

i didnt care i just needed it in my head

i didnt care if it was a lie

i dont care if it makes me cry

i remember when you told that we had to end

you wanted nothing to do with

you didnt want to be my friend

i went home and remembered every word you said

and i realized that i just wanted to be dead

so i grabbed your love notes

and you shirt and placed them by my bed

i took my gun and placed it to my head

i prayed to god before i died

that he would would forgive the fact that you lied

i pulled the trigger and felt a sharp pain

i then remember nothing and i never will again

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