hey ya'll

hmmm..well in school i already started my prep work for art end of year exam...heh..it was okla..nt tat tough..i manage to finish 2 observation drawings on masks for 5 periods.i chose the question on enlarging...guess it wont be tat difficult..hah.still lotz more to do...heh.

after school...wel..franss hang out under the blk beside sch..and yea the gurlz were mean to leave me with sob...haha...but i donnoe if they actually noe hw i feel..hmmm...i guess they don...oh well....i hope they noe soon...

well...galz...i noe tat eu galz are tryin to help me out in a way...but i don think its workin out..im juz nt yet eu noe...im still in doubts...and i hav to noe all the answers ferst b4 i made my decision..its nt easy on my side galz..i appreciate wat eu galz did..but maybe nt now.....i need time...

this morning i actually cried..all those memories juz came across my mind again..frm the beginning to the end..and i was a lil hurt and upset abt everything tat happened..i juz donnoe y it had to happen to me...n now..haiz...i gets so jealous to see couples...and i always ask myself y cnt i find the rite one...hw come others could be happy n y cant i...its juz so heartbreaking to think abt my love life...and i hate it so much!!!!