Wednesday, 19 September 2007 ♥ Wednesday, September 19, 2007

hey..

todae..ntg much happen...juz hilarious hanging out with hafiz,justin,aslam,sob,haiqi n frans during recess...huahua...
so many jokes made by ain....her slengehness which non of us can forget...ain2..
we juz love her so..haha

aniwae..ain talked to castanalavista abt my stuff and yar..she talks nicely..hmm...i wonder why...then when i gt home she called me...and asked wen i wan my stuff back..i guess... yar..she's juz being nice...so no harm...

oh yar..b4 goin home,frans except ain hang out with hafiz,justin n sob at 600+
and justin talked to me abt him....and yeah i was a lil upset..but im glad justin understands exactly how i feel about tiz situation....and i feel tat he's rite...i juz gt to let him noe b4 im hurt even more....though...i still can never move on yet....but he's words sounds so threatening to me....

im stuck in my dreams of eu...and yet i can never find the way through...y can't i get someone better??y was i so blind to see...????i guess im always stuck in this kinda love life..gosh!!i wonder y???home leave soon and i guess tats a perfect time to talk things through...and all my doubts all this while will be answerd by eu..i juz nided to hear the truth from eu..and onli eu....i couldnt take this pain no more...:(

parts of me is still needing eu so much...and another parts of me is wanting to be free frm all the pain n think abt my future and move on with my life to start a new beginning..okae i think i better stp talking bout him..
before i burst out into tears again...i've cried too many times for him...tiz time i juz had to be strong...

hmmm....yayness!!tomorrow meeting my 'copycat' fren...gonna tutor me....yipee..
huahuahua...so nice of eu has.....thankiez....
make sure do a gd job okae in tutoring me...coz im quite dumbo...huahua...
i noe eu smart rite...kk...im being nerdy again...huahua....c eu tomorrow my fren..

ohh..seems like me n my galz are gonna star a new trend....huahua..the nerdz...will be out next year..hahax...catch us in sch aite..heh...kk lame side of me starting...i think i better go b4 it gets worst...

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