HEY.

Okae today school was as per normal...frans gals are very hyper todae..so many things to sae..after school frans except ain went to study under raudah's blk with the boys...haiqi,hakim,bob,aslam,sob,alfie,hafiz n yar tats abt them..well we didnt actually studied like hw we planned..instead we were entertained by hakim and alfie...we only did our homework and design the frans black book..we gt some of our ideas from hakim n alfie..hahax..they're so crappy..and in the end the bth of them wanted to be part of the frans..so we came up with another name called fransea which if tat includes the boys...hahax..they're like our so called 'bodyguard'.heh.but they're gentleman enuf though..coz they send us galz home..hahas...swit rite..i noe..

but fer me..something happen while otw home...and i think i cant ever figure out y it happen to me..maybe everything was juz rite in front of me but i never seem to realise but to juz waste my time...how do i noe if there is still love wen the person eu love isnt there..??hw do eu noe if everything will be alrite later??what if everything never was like hw we plan it to be...another confession was made and i had no clue wat to utter...hw cn i believe every word he said..hw am i to noe if he's love is true??hw do i learn to trust someone like eu...

frans told me to move on..get over everything..but hw can i???is it possible for me to start a new???is it???hw am i truly sure tat i can be happy??or hw he can make me happy??hw am i sure tat he's not like other guys...i'm afraid..real afraid to fall in love...afraid of the hurt tat i hav to face...afraid of the pain that i didnt wish to gain..no,no,no,i can never fall in love...not now nt until the right one..but hw am i to noe if tat someone is for me??all this question keeps linger in my mind..but still ntg has the ans to all my doubts..

wat shud i do now???hw am i goin to figure out all my life??everything tat happen...am i to blame him for ending me up tiz way...leaving me in dismay...???hw could he do this to me???now he only left me with questions tat till now i still couldnt find the answers to..y must it be tiz way??y muz it happen to me all the time??i juz nid someone hu can understands me..hu can be there through my ups and downs..but huz willing to go through my pain n sufferings with me??i juz wanna regain my happiness like once before..all this smiles today are juz fake!!