hey.

todae.in school...i was sleeping and listenin to my mp3 fer the ferst one hour of the workshop.haha.i don even noe wat the hell is tat teacher saying..hehe.i only woke up when its time to play the board game..todae Firman never come so in my grp there is Dhevan,Saeed,Fattah and Ain.fatt n me didnt play..he was emooing and somehw helping me being the banker.the rest of them played the game..it was fun..but i was soo freaking slow at being the banker coz i was multi tasking..haha..weirdo me..aniwae after the workshop we had our lunch..Nurul,Ain,Fayyad,Rasul,Saeed n I sat on the same table and we all ate chicken chop with rice n some other western dishes..haha.Then Bob,Yan,Haikal,Hasyim,Sob,Dhevan came and sat at the table next to us..haha..soo kecoh the table...funny2...we then went back to class..and did some end of year survey thingy..then i gt my class photo....mdm vanitha told us that tomorrow we'll be getting our report books back..and My name was not been called out fer the Parent's Teacher Meeting tomorrow...yayness!!!!it means im promoted..wipeee.....

and also todae i wanted to send him the letter but i changed my mind wen i receive a call frm his sister..she asked me if im still contacting with Fai..n i said i am..and she said tat i shud juz let go...coz his parentz don like it if we're still in contact n high posibilities that he won't be out...his sis also said tat he actually agreed to nt contacting me anymore wen they were havin a meeting tat time..haiz...its sooo hard fer me to face somehow..but i understand y his parents are doin this....but.....i juz wan to hear the truth from him...i juz needed him to tell me tat he'll actually let go of me...and tat he'll forget me...damn!!i hate that i love him so.haiz..

now that i found someone..im happy..but the love of my past is still lingering in me...im nt totally over him yet..im sorry love.but its the fact.hope eu'd understand.i tried talking to someone abt this but in the end..the decision is all on me...darn!!this is hard..
after 5 mths long..all of this hav hav been wasted...especially after all the sacrifices that we made.. especially i did...sometimes...i wish i never met eu...
probably i'll be happier...damn Fairuz...I HATE EU....!!:(

BUT...............i love eu...y????????