hello.

yay!!!everythings fine now....yipee....!!!!i got to meet my darling todae...miz eu much....hugged eu and not wanting to let go....hehe.
well darl.ur the sweetest thing that ever happen to me...
eu brought smiles to my face....eu brought joy to my life...i noe i'm not good with words...well darl...there's soo much i gotta say to eu..

i wanted eu to noe how much eu mean to me..and how much i really treasure eu in my life....how much i loved eu with all my heart...
darling ur like my perfect murderer...my perfect emo soul...
my perfect heart ur my perfect love.
tats how much eu mean to me.

i cant imagine myself without eu here with me...its as though im struggling to breathe..coz half of me is missing....darl....now that im ur guardian angel...i swear i'd never break ur heart...i'd take all ur pain away...i'll giv all my souls to eu...coz ur the only one that had mend my broken heart...the times when i'm down...shattered into pieces....
left alone in the dark..ur the light that had brought me this far...

from a frenz we used to be...a tutor for me....n now...
my one and only boyfie....
it feels sooooo amazing now that ur here...
seeing eu smile makes me happy..
and i'm trying hard not to hurt ur feelings again...
i promise......
darl....ur making me get over him...i'm nearly there...sooo still gonna help me out won't eu??
hehe....

love eu soo much darling.......
promise me eu'll never let me go...
say to me that eu'd be there through my sorrowz..
tell me eu'd hold on to me and never let go.
coz i wanna be only urs juz like ur my only one.

-darling..make me ur perfect murderer-


I searched the Heaven's for a meaning in life,
I swam through Purgatory's Bay in search for a hope,
I walked through Hell in search of somthing more.
I thought all was lost,
I held close all the pain I had felt,
Lonely, broken, I cried.
I walked through the fields of green grass,
I saw you staring back at me,
Deep hatred your eyes once held.
I knew then that you loved me,
Maybe it was safe to open up my heart.
I wanted you to hold me,
And when you did I felt so safe.
Each day I need you,
each day I want to hear you say you love me,
Becuase, Darling, I'm in love with you,
Each and every dayI think of you,
But do you knowThat I love you more then anything?