hey.

okae tiz sux coz i'm spendin the whole dae at home watching tv and online or eat.....though its still fucking hurting my throat to eat i still force myself to..darn...its killing me seh...urgh..hate this....sooo painful..i cant even talk properly...like soo cacat.

HMMM....aniwae..hopefully tomorrow its alrite or else..i hav to go back and see the doc fer even better medication..damn....it seriously do sux...haiz....i miz all my galfrenz loads..i wanna meet them soon..and also him....miz him lotz too...shall go out again soon kae.....miz eu lotz love.lovin eu much.....


AND......todae Myra n sec 4 galz with din n bob came to rayer..well alot has happen in their grp as well..nad no longer with them...but whatever it is....i don consider them my true frenz....unlike Frans Geekz..thats wat i cal true frenz......

hmm....and bob..well he gt me thinkin abt Fai again....he met fai's mom..and yar..bth parentz forbid our relationship.....and now..Fai couldnt send me letters animore.....unless through bob...like for goodness sake......im over it...its over....ntg can ever change the way it was b4....im looking ahead now..and eu shud too....we bth still has a long way to go.....so plz...i feel bad whenever its eu on my mind....its all soo wrg.....so plz....f***k off!!!!

Love...
i noe hw eu feel whenever i think of him..and im sorry...
but i hope eu'd understand...
one dae its gonna be eu who will make me get over him..i noe its eu..
tats the reason y i chose eu.
and i hope eu'll help me get through this one.
i juz needed eu by my side..
i won't 4get every sec that we've spend together.
i love eu much hunny.
i do....promise me eu'll never let go...