hey.

hmmm...todae met darl n accompanied my bro jamming..eventually my darl frenz tag along too....hmm...yup...miz my darl alot....and....yea...jamm for one hour..then we went to bugis to eat......b4 heading to the fullerton hotel area there to hang out...

well....at ferst everything was doin alrite...but we had a lil argument...i cried and he console me....but it happen again and this time i didn't think it could end up this way.....me walking away from him....i felt soooo wrong....i noe partly is my fault....and im really sorry..

i noe tat lately we didnt get to spend time together like we ferst used to....and....we argue about small matter...darl..i noe im a stubborn gal...and im sorry...i'm tryin to be perfect for eu but i cnt seem to understand eu well either darl...hmmmm...

darl..i noe ur trying to make me forget my past..and eu r doin ur best...but maybe its juz me.....darl...im truly sorry abt all that happen..i hate it wen we end up this way.....i juz wish we could be like b4..its not that wen we argue it reminds me of my past..its juz tat the pain tat im feeling is as though how the past has hurt me...and its scary...coz i don want to hear eu say the word 'break up'..

darl...im really sorry for everything tat happen..i felt guilty....n i noe i've been thinkin only for myself...sorry..i promise to change for the benefit of our relationship...:(