hey.

todae...stayed home the whole day..lotz of things happen yesterday..
cousins.. frenz ...were tryin to console me askin me to be patient...
haiz..but im juz feeling the pain...haiz...and todae..i did msg my darl wen i woke up..but he replied sayin tat he finish sch and then no more msgs from him..haiz....

i don get it....haiz.....its soooo heart breaking...he aint him these few daez after wat happen...and he no longer say i love eu to me..haiz..y does my love life always hav to be this way...i feel soo useless..y cant i be like any other couples...being soo happy....but me..soo many things happen...n it all ends up the same....haiz..

now i don noe wats rite n wats wrong.....the whole day i've been tryin to figure out...talking to Dania....i'm glad she's over at my place..it doesnt make me feel oh soo lonely....i hate being alone..coz wen i'm alone...i'll start thinkin n it juz makes me feel even wosrt about myself...now that Dania is around she always advise me and try to cheer me up....and also my long lost fren khai...thanx fer cheering me up n all ur advises...thanx soo much...even to my close fren wawan,Faizal,zharif...all of eu care soo much abt me..and eu guys hav never fail to cheer me up..thanx soo much guys....
i love eu all..

hmmmm....todae also i was happy even with the sorrows.....i get to see my frenz..Firman...Bob....n shocking was myra.umairah n sakinah..
but watever..but i've missed man n bob.........soo long i've never seen eu ppl..and eu guys say i sombong..ahahaha..nola....eu guys are my frenz still...doesnt make any diff even if i'm attached or not....friendship last longer rite???hehe...next year is coming near..will see all of eu in school again..weeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~miz ya'll...

well...todae....Dania is juz being there for me larh..haiz....telling me not to worry..if he loves me..he would wanna sort things out..haiz.....sometimes i wish in relationship eu don hav to get hurt...but i'd only be dreaming....cmon larh..tiz is reality....there's always ups and down...its the matter of fact whether eu noe hw to take it or not...as for me i honestly can say i cant...i' m a weak gal i hav to admit though i may looked like i cannot be bothered like wat zharif say.....haiz..but i'm seriously a freaking weak gal....small things juz me hurt sooo deep...haiz.......wats life man...hate my life sooo effing much...