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Sunday, 16 December 2007 ♥ Sunday, December 16, 2007 hey.. todae was a shocking day...sad also ader... i couldn't believe my eyes went i met him... i thought bob was lying wen he said fairuz wanna mit me.. but he wasn't lying..haiz...at ferst i didnt wanna go n meet him... coz i was nt strong enuf to face him anymore... then he came over...mom was real mad..haizz.... in the end i went down with him n bob... the ferst thing he did was, he came to me then i salam him like i always do.. then he hugged me real tight and he said 'cute nye dier' the way he always used to sae it to me whenever we meet. i couldn't help myself but break down n cry...and he told me y am i cryin wen i already get to see him..haizz... but it was nt becoz of him..it was becoz.. i wish we didnt meet...and i was thinkin abt my darl.. haizz...its juz nt fair... then wen the three of us were sitting dwn...i didnt say anything at all.. and bob n him was talking abt all the memories we had back then... abt me falling coz of fairuz scaring me with a cockroach..haha.. abt him becoming bapok...and me singing.. our drama everyday...haha..me n him fighting.. all that memories they talk abt and i was juz laughing and wishing tat they would stop talking abt it..coz it hurts.. then fairuz ask me y wont i talk to him...and i juz smile.. then mom call me up and say that i gtg east coast with families.then i tell them...salam fairuz n he said then he won't let me go despite the letter i gave him or me being attached with someone else.. next year he's gonna come back to school.. well..guess i'd still hav to face him somehow..haiz.. he then kiss me on my forehead n hugged me tightly.. i then told him tat its nt rite fer me... coz to me its over... he then cried...and soo did i.... its juz sooo sad....and i'm really nt stromg enuf to face anymore hurt.. espaecially fairuz... we've gone through too much..and i really mean sooooooo effing much together... good or bad....we've gone through it together..and its hurts the most seeing us apart....but time has change... i wanna forget our past life.. its frightening n painful to think abt it.. abt how my life changes... im better off this way now fairuz... though i noe deepp dwn i still nided eu but i'm sorry.. i really cant face eu... this thurs ur home leave..and eu said eu'd call.. haizz...i hope tat dae would be the dae we get over everything we had... i've had enuf of suffering wen i'm with eu..so plz fai.... get over it...aniwae..thanx fer the song eu composed inside..it was sweet...haizz... and fai...eu never did change..ur stiil the old eu..haha..except maybe ur body..wah!!!da makin besar uh..hahaha....n ur laughter..the way eu hav never ever been serious...its still in eu....fairuz..fairuz....eu juz make me laugh n cry..
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she's already sweet seventeen. A Dorky bitch. Chocolates is her addictions. she's a Shopping freakz. Extrovert characteristic. Always a Bookworm -_- STARBUCKZ Lover. And.. She Loves her BF ZHI NIAN<3 He is her everything. The one her heart yearns for all this time.
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