Saturday, 29 December 2007 ♥ Saturday, December 29, 2007

hey...
wat i fear the mst actually happen...
darl wanna end this..haiz...
i noe i can never convince him..
darl..if ur reading this i want eu to noe that i really love eu..
despite me not proving anything to eu....
and sorie abt wat fai did to eu...
and fairuz..if ur reading this...
i've talked to eu juz now........i tried telling eu everything frm the beginning...bt eu don seem to understand how i feel..
its never easy fai..it never was...haiz....
i juz wish i n has could be like b4...
if only im nt a spoilt brat like the way has think..maybe he'd still be here..how can i tell him tat i nided him...his guidance in my life..
the moment i noe him....
i felt changes in me...only recently im like returning back to my old ways...
btw darl..if im really tat spoilt i don think i wanna even work.but i did try..and i tried listening to watever eu say..makin me do my hw...study maths....and even though it was a short period of time..
i manage to improve..n it was becoz of eu i hav the urge to study hard next year.... n now it comes to this..haiz...im sorry darl..fer all the pain i put eu through...hmm...
aniwaes..todae work was alrite...
shabil soooo noisy larh...keep on singing..
SHABIL!!PLZ STOP SINGING FER ONCE..
though ur voice is nice..hahaha..but irritating larh..hahhaahahaha..
and....hakim...eu also the same...soo kecoh..with sadiq also..tk abez2 kacau me.......shut up ok!!!hahahahha...
but thanx fer cheering me up at work....
eu guys noe abt my prolems...especially hakim...thanx soo much eh..
i feel alot better tadi after telling eu everything...
but still sad larh he's leaving..haiz.....
hmmmm...kla im tired already....
gd nite...