Tuesday, 1 January 2008 ♥ Tuesday, January 01, 2008

happy new year to alll..
but i guess this new year wasnt a good one to start with...
haiz.....i guess its really the end of us now...haiz....
its broken...im sorry i always pissed eu off...
sorie i've broken ur heart a million times..
im sorie fer everything...
and now that a new year has begin..i juz wish eu happy aite...
ferget the things we used to share..throw anything that reminds eu of me....i don belong in ur life anymore....
eu can do soo much better than me..
well i hope whichever gal ur with next could love eu even better than me aite darl....though its heartbreaking fer me to take..but i've no other choice....do tc of urself too kae darl...i hope eu get wat eu wan without me now...juz wish eu all the best.....
new year wasnt fun at all.....i was crying out to myself....
frenz came to console me..but ntg they say or do make me feel any better...
to all sakura staff..thanx fer cheering me up...though i was still sobbing....hakim..shabil...eu guys were sooo concern towards me frm the beggining even filzah.mastura,ros,nurul,hardi,sadiq...alll of eu cared fer me..i appreciate it alot guys..
but i juz wish he was here fer me....but i'd only be dreaming...who am i kidding..he doesnt care abt me animore...he's probably hav move on...since its the new year...while im still here crying like a fool...haiz..i noe..im juz a dumb freak..i fell in love soo quick..and end up getting hurt all the time....its juz too bad fer me i can say...cmon larh its me....never achieve in anything..everything i do is always wrg.....ntg seems rite..even decision i made seems wrg..haiz..........ppl juz donnoe how i really feel...oh well..i juz hav to live with it...like it or not...