Wednesday, 30 January 2008 ♥ Wednesday, January 30, 2008

school seems fine todae..
had vocab re-test and history test..
and i'm really like soo paying attention in class..
i donnoe wats got into me...
i feel soooo uneasy in class todae...
and i think i noe y...
after school i juz received the news on him.
yesterdae he was dissapointed coz i never got to spend
time with him due to me havin soo much homeworks
that nids to be done..
and i neglected him..
but i told him todae he'd be able to meet me..
i guess..wat we plan didnt go the way we wanted it to be...
ur no longer around..
all those things i fear the most hav now come..
haiz..
i'm so clueless now...
eu'd promise me on the feb..
but it seems like all the promises we made are mend to be broken..
i dunnoe if i wanna cry fer eu or juz leave it as it is..
i've told myself repeatedly no crying fer eu..
even eu told me not to cry fer eu...
but i cnt bare the pain im feeling inside..
i thought by laughing with my frenz...
giving fake smiles would make my pain go away..but i was wrg...
i regretted fer not meeting eu..
shud hav known ur leaving me again this soon..
i guess this time i wont be sure if i'd be able to see eu again..
probably wen ur out..i'd already be leaving fer canada..
i dunnoe...but my future has been set...and i noe most of my time will be spend there...no longer much in singapore..haiz...
i really miss eu lovey...
i guess this is juz our fate..
i noe i'd still make mistakes after this..
and i'm sorry if i've hurt eu in any ways..
if we're meant fer each other..i hope to see eu again some day..
but fer now..
i'll leave things as it is...
i love eu pa...