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Tuesday, 22 January 2008 ♥ Tuesday, January 22, 2008  school was pretty boring today.. had art lessons where i was releiving my stress.. i got irritated when my frenz keep sayin abt dhevan..like wth!! i get soo sensitive whenever pplz talk to me abt relationship.. coz it sux ok! and plz!!!stp bothering me about all the guys hu liked me.. its fucking irritating la... wen i say the werd hate to someone.. i mean it.. i really do hate that person.. soo plz!!get it right... furthurmore... with how my relationship is coming along... i don think its doin any good to make me feel any better. i feel worst of myself ok! haiz... got to let things out to eu juz now... and i guess... its all oh soo complicated don eu think.?? after the advise i had from fattah... i guess he has a point.. i do deserve happiness this year.. n not suffer like this.. either way im still gonna regret it... n either way im still gonna get hurt.. soooo im like in the middle and stuck!! urgh!! damn it.. y does everything hav to be soo hard... haiz... its like wen i come to think abt it.. everyday everyone i care or love is like either slipping away or walking away and leaving me.. i feel like screaming... wen i got home todae..i felt like telling mom everything.. i juz nided someone hu'd really understand me and talk to me.. but i noe.. i'm making a huge mistake obviously.. hmmm...but i really nided help.. i cnt cope with everything all at one... gosh!!!! this week is pretty hectic.. soo many activities after school.. and im tired.. haiz.. i juz nided rest.. oh plz... y cnt i simply not think of anything.. it only gives me heartache... urgh!!!!!!!hate everything thats happening in my life now.. really! |
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she's already sweet seventeen. A Dorky bitch. Chocolates is her addictions. she's a Shopping freakz. Extrovert characteristic. Always a Bookworm -_- STARBUCKZ Lover. And.. She Loves her BF ZHI NIAN<3 He is her everything. The one her heart yearns for all this time.
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