Sunday, 6 January 2008 ♥ Sunday, January 06, 2008

todae..went to werk..
didnt update yesterday as i was tired larh..yesterday met darl..but h seems to be near but yet soo far away...i dunnoe la..its like as though he doesnt wanna be near me animore..as though we're bth just a stranger..haiz...i really donnoe wats goin on in his mind..and whenever i msg him he wont reply.is he avoiding me???
if he is then y woudnt he juz tell me the truth...maybe he's found someone new or maybe he's already gotten over me..
i keep thinkin negatively lately..
am i not gud enuf fer him..??
wat more does he wan to see to prove that i really do love him..
but the way that things been goin on lately..i feel like we bth realy cant werk anything out anymore...
haiz...maybe its time i juz get over it larh..
there's no point if i keep begging fer him to stay when there is no love fer me anymore....maybe he's love juz doesnt belongs to me but someone else....darl..plz tell me wats goin through ur mind???
i really wanna noe...i hate feeling this way...tiz happens to me all the time..damn it!!!