Tuesday, 22 April 2008 ♥ Tuesday, April 22, 2008


I still see your face in my dreams

It hurts and it doesn't help at all

I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems

I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met

There was something so different about you

Your friendship was something I wanted to get

That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone

I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever

You were so new, so crazy and unknown

I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together

What happened to the way this all used to be

I never wanted you out of my like ever

I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right

It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't

We couldn't even really stand each others sight

It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me

Ten years from now we will look back on it all

We will be older and finally be able to see

That love will stand the test of time and never fall

I never thought I'd see this day,

I never thought I'd feel this way,

You...a stranger to me now.

I'm left with emptiness...

I wish I knew how it could be,

That we were once so open and free.

You were like my brother..

yet so much more

I wish I would have seen what I see now before.

For, I did not and it's too late...

My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.

And what hurts the most is I now know..

What I lost.. and I'm alone.

To face a challenge life has sent,

And not a moment with you I've spent.

I hope one day I can forgive you, my friend..I miss you....

Why did you go?


where were you when i needed you soo bad..

when i cried waiting for ur calls at night..

you used to be a bestfriend to me.

My lover..and now...

two years have gone..

you left without any reason..

leaving me in confusion..

and now you came back.....

saying sorry..and knowing that i belong to someone else..

im sorry my friend..i know you're hurt to know i'm no longer yours.

but the're nothing we can do now.

im hurt when your gone once.

and now happiness is what i have.

we'd better stay as friends.. plz don be mad at me...

for making this decision..

ur far away from me..and i don think anything is gonna happen between us..

really sorry..lets just leave us as a memory..