I can' help it anymore...
i need to pour out my feelings..
This relationship suddenly feels oh so wrong...
Its not the same anymore...
i'm soo confuse......
unsure bout us. about you.
why the sudden change of attitude???
Hav i done something wrong to you??
Am i just not good enough for you anymore??
you tell me ashri.....
Time has been keeping us apart...
and each day... ur feeling seem to hav been fading away too.
is that true?? maybe its not but thats the way i see it.
Why is it then you don share things with me animore??
You used to tell me ur everyday stories.
making jokes and watsoever..
but now conversation was just soo silent...
making it awkward and pointless.
I'm not sure how long i'm able to live up to this...
deep down i feel like giving up....
but something else tell me to hold on..

but for how long????
what more am i to say..
you never seem to care anyways..
URGH!!
this is soo pointless...
but one things for sure
ur never gonna hear me say the word 'break'
i leave it all in ur hands how u wan this relationship to be like
A pointless one?? or A beautiful one??
u decide.
i'll just be here seeing things.
nothing much to say or do rite?
so i'll just be it..
in fact...im getting used to not having u ard..
i suppose..
i don feel us as an item anymore..

like i said to you...
i wont msg or call u unless its u who make the first move.
since ur soooo bz...
i understand u hav to work..
and u said it urself that sometimes u forget to msg me.
so thats how easy ur able to forget me too..
fine..i understand....
one more thing i want u to noe ashri...
ur hurting me bad..
before it hurts even more..
i think i ought to hear the truth from you.
i know my words are harsh sometimes but i hav to let things out..
I hate missing you most of all. When im sad and alone and all i want is to see you.And you never really realize all i want is to waste some time with you. But the problem is you dont want to waste any time on me. but i realised..

It's good to miss someone sometimes, even if it hurts your heart because
There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you.
we might be the perfect couple.
but we are not in a perfect situation.
I just want the old ashri back!!