School was fine today.
Had mock up paper 2.
then recess..finally met Dinah.
tu pon she tegur me.
haha. tak prasan her..
and soo she knew that look on my face and
she knew that something was up.
so she ask....at ferst didnt wanna tell her but then again
i had to let things out to someone.
told her everything that's goin on.
my feelings.the changes lately.
and she said that the worst thing that can happen is a third party.
i almost cried while talking to her.
but i don want to.
i told myself to be strong.
and also told her about this dream i had last nite.
it was also about a third party
but when i was about to find out the truth
was awaken by my alarm clock. DAMN IT!!
aniwaes....after that conversation.
went to call him..
he's just oh so diff in the tone of his voice these days.
i wanted to ask everything to him and clear my doubts but
i'm afraid he don hav the time for me anymore..
soo i kept it to myself.or either blog or tell a fren.
and sooo after i hung up went to AVA to went through the answers.
where after that head back to class to get report book.
i fair ok. my L1B2 had 10.
sooo i'm hoping fer n level to do better.
and soo after school went to art room.
finish up yesterday's instruction then wanted to go home
but vanitha saw us and ask fer help..
we then helped her with the student confidential files for our class.
plus chocolates given by vanitha and kaya toast.
hahahahha..tats all i eat for today.
WAT THE HELL!!
yea ain't got any mood.
so yarh..
after helping vanitha went home.
looking through old stuff in my keepsake box and foud a note.
it was a note written by me when i was in primary 4 or 5.
together with all my bestfriends back then.
and soo the notes says this....

Things That Are Found In My True Love:

1.Romantic (Always full of Surprises)
2.Share the same birthdate
3.Smart and Good-Looking
4.Sentimental
5.Poetry Kinda Person.
6.Everything About Him Must Hav ME in it.
7.Optimistic
8.Loving
9.Caring
10.No Secrets Are Kept. (Honesty)

That was randomly post.
haha...back to reality..
Ashri and I does share the same birthdate.
the reason why i was totally surprise and hard to believe at ferst.
and i knew he was gonna be the one..
but now........
i ain't soo sure after all....
he has some of the above but not all.
maybe i think too much..
but hey.....
things are happening only i don see it with my own eyes YET.
hish!!!!!!!
i don wanna think to much larh kan.
i trust him and all.
but its just this instincts that i'm havin which don make it good.
well i hope my instincts ain't true.