Wednesday, 17 September 2008 ♥ Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Didn't update blog last nite.
was tired.
came home from school and slept till buke.
then did art..and off to bed(:


And sooo...
Today's lesson was all about maths..
and physics.
thank god ramesh was absent..
so we did not have any chemistry for the first two period.
Vanitha was lecturing me on maths and how important her role is
in my life and how much i needed her help.
you see...i have simply just gave up on maths..
like literally given up....
and im soo over it..
yes i know its important but gosh!
i will never ever pass maths........ like seriously...
oh well...
in mother tongue class disturbed fattah coz his right pinky was swollen.
when i pinch his finger he hugged me???
wat the hell fattah??? ahahahahhahahahah....
and then we just chatted about stuff...
back to class and boredom all over again.
but nadz. zal and i were observing the way some of the boys sleep.
like chee wei.ivan.andre. and bok bok cuteness..
haha..nadz suke bok bok(:
after school ends..off home straight away as was not feeling too good.

Dearest zalikha....
babe...plz do not cry anymore....
even if you have to, make sure you do not let him sees you crying..
coz it will only make him feel good of himself
like as though ' ohhhh.. a girl is crying for me' that kinda thing.
you know what i mean...guys are total EGO!
seriously i've gone through what u have twice..
as a girl when you have tried all your best to prove your love...
the guy simply don't see it.even if they did they'd never appreciate it.
so darling... be strong okeh...
like i've told you if its good its wonderful..if its bad learn from it.
now you see what i mean. learn from it.
and move on...yea i noe it takes time
but believe me..in time you will..
its a good thing you still have good frenz around you to cheer you up.
babe.we don wanna see you sad....
we're glad your back to your old self already though we know deep down your hurting..
but babe, we want you to know that you can always count on me.nadz.atin and ain.
we're here for you anytime you needed a friend to talk to.
we love you alott..and as a fren...i noe me and you only got close this year..
and i noe you used to think im all bitched up and stuff...
but i wanna tell you that i treasure our friendship...you.me and nadz.
you girls are like the best..we 3 are like totally diff ppl but we get along just fine.
and you girls totally rock in ur own ways...
thats how i find our friendship soo unique.
so zal... trust me everythings gonna be fine...
don let one jerk ruin your life okeh(:

Dearest ain...
Get well soon okeh love.
eat ur medicine and rest alott....
you'll get to talk to zalikha tmr(:
see ya.
Dearest Nadz,
thank you for being a wonderful friend..
your soo cool....
and i soo love you....
i remember when i used to say that i miss my past and you'd get all mad..
coz you'd tell me that if im back to my past you'd not get to be my friend.
coz i'd be very sombong..
hehehe...well of course i'd not go back to the past.
i have reall true friends now.
whom really care for me...
in watever ways.....
i love ya'll(:

Dearest BOYFRIEND.....
There's soo many things i've been thinking,
to see everything that's been happening around me...
i wonder if you'd chamged one day..
i've asked you and you told me NO coz you loved me alottt.
well i believe you....but im just worried...
coz anything can happen in time to come...
you can never be so sure rite now..
well....i just hope you prove me wrong darling...
coz i know that you're not the same as any other guy.
you're totally different and your like the bestest BOYFRIEND i ever have.
Your one of a kind really.how yo attract me in such a unique way...
your just awesomely amazing.....
and i freaking love you.....the way you are...
If ever one day i'd changed???
well i'm not sure but i will never have other guys behind your back.
THAT'S FOR SURE.
well dear....i'm just happy that having you a part of my life have changed my mom.
because of you.. she now noes that i can find someone good of my own choice..
i'm happy that everyone is able to accept you.I donnoe how you did that but im glad you did(:


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