When you thought everything in this world was perfect.
but the things in life is just tooo complicated to understand..
i see with my eyes the surroundings i'm in..
the problems people face each and every single day..
be it friendships, relationship, families and what not..
its just a part of your life..the ups and downs you'd go through.
sometimes everything all seems fine..
and the next, it ruins your entire life.
as you thought it is...
but i believe each and everything happens for a reason..
in love....even the sweetest guy whom you thought he is...
will one day turn you down.
But still not all guys are the same...
like the saying goes..
'its better to be loved than being in love'
get it???
well...the most important thing is...
watever your goin through
be it pain.happiness or sorrow..
life still goes on...whether you like it or not..it still has to..
the world's not gonna stop for a moment just for you..
it still goes through the cycle of life.
therefore we have to learn to get over things..
whether your weak or a strong person.
one day you will get over things in life..

And soooo.....
In school i was being a BOOKWORM -_-
i've read up all my the pages in that thick storybook the whole morning.
and then read through every single thing in ain's seventeen magazine...
and after school had history remedial..
last minute nair had to go through important stuff.
oh! i am soo in love with history(:
i soo wanna study hard fo history which is like a day after raye.
must bring the notes throughout the vistings on that day. haha.
so yea......actually before goin for history Zal.Ain.Nadz and i send Nurul home.
CRAPS all the way..
You know what...i just love seeing me and the girls getting along like before.
honestly i must say i missed them.haiz...
oh well......after remedial..
went home...did art and then BOYFRIEND came over..
all he did was to layan my brothers.
it just feels like my mom just adopted another son.
and i'm having an elder brother..haha.
But you know what....
im feeling lucky. it just feels great to have someone like him around..
especially when the whole families agrees on him(:
I love the chemistry that he and i have.
we could be bestfriends at a certain time.
an enemy...like brothers and sisters.
well whatever it is...he and i just get along pretty fine..
i could like tell him everything..without being ashame of anything.
he's just there to guide me through..
that's what make him special. &
i love him alott..i just hope things between us would work out fine<3

My BOYFRIEND.....
i am super sorry about today..
we did not take any pictures.
because i was too busy with my art...
hehe. sorry darling.
and also apologise for scolding.
but i really can't help it..
your too adorable and i love to irritate you(:
I know you hate me.
but still..your soo in love with me..so don't deny...hehe.
well darling tonight's dinner was your favorite dish.
best ke??? haha.
ohh i am soooo going to miss you...
another week of not getting to meet you.
hmmm.... but still nothings gonna change my love for you.
BOYFRIEND...i am sooo freaking in love with you right now.
oh my god......Your such a loving boyfriend...
and also your charming.....
and i can't stop admiring you.hehe.
LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU!
Okay darling. I know i'm talking nonsense.
but trust me.
i seriously am in love with you.
your like the greatest person in my life.
you came into my life and bacame my inspiration in everything i do.
and you pampered me tooo much already..
sooo im getting even more spoilt by you..hehe.
but still whatever you did.
i love you for who you are.
your crappiness are just a way to brighten up my day by laughing.
even when i get mad at you..
i can never get mad for too long...
or i'd feel soo wrong..soo guilty to mistreat you.
but i'm soo thankful your ever so understanding.
how cool can that be to have you,
MY ONE AND ONLY AMAZING AND CHARMING BOYFRIEND!!!!!!

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