Out with BOYFRIEND yesterday. BOYFRIEND and i went to catch a movie at the cathay..We watched MAX PAYNE. and soo we got the GRAND PRIX LOCATION.i swear the cinema is damn big!! the movie started at 7.25 and end about 9.30. after movie decided to go get BOYFRIEND ben'n jerry ice cream. which i had promised to blanjer him a long time ago until now..and still it was cancelled coz the ben'n jerry there got some gig performance and many people. I hate crowded places. so yeah told BOYFRIEND to send me home instead and replan on this saturday. BOYFRIEND starts working today... I'm soo bored without him around.. on the way home in the train, BOYFRIEND said something that kinda got me mad. I know he seems sad these days. I can see it through his eyes. well darling...you know i will never stay angry for long.. And please don't worry baby. i'm not gonna leave you.... soo reached khatib...it was raining cats and dogs. luckily from mrt until nurul block is sheltered. except the crossing the road part. But BOYFRIEND did not want me to be sick and he hold on to me real tight. Then he send me straight home. SOO i got home to change all..then had a lil chat with my two lil' brothers. There was some issues on girls with mom and it was all aunty anne's fault. Lately i think she's really been getting on my nerves..and also BOYFRIEND's nerve...and my brothers think so too. Talk it out with aunty Nor..and she also understands how we feel.. I think aunty anne is being ultimately rude when she says that to BOYFRIEND. and also she's like taking control of everything.. she adds in to people conversation..and one thing i hate most is when most night she and aunty rof would gossip through the phone about others family issues. Its sucks like hell. And i tremendously hate it when she keep nagging at BOYFRIEND. YES! i admit i'm being more and more overprotective with him..But i can't help it...its this feeling that grows stronger deep within me... I hope BOYFRIEND doesnt see it in a different perspective. I'm not trying to control him or anything. But oh well... i just hope he knows that i'm not trying to do anything that's gonna hurt his feelings..because i won't.

Dearest boyfriend, i am truly sorry to make you sad last night about what i said. i didn't mean to hurt your feelings either.well...today is your first day at work...i hope you'd do well in selling all the perfumes.work hard ok baby..i know you can do it...though it may be tough at first just believe you can do it ok baby. know that i'll always be here for you. despite everything i do or say you'll always be the one my heart yearns for. i love you and nothing's gonna stop me from loving you.<3