I'm truly sorry upon yesterday incident... I didn't what it to happen either.... haiz...
I'm sorry things didnt go the way we plan yesterday...
but you just keep doing the same thing. It bugs me really.... you know i can't be bothered.. please....I'm not wanting to do this to you. But you're asking for it... You've heard all my auntys crap... You know what they tell you about me.. and yet you're making their wishes come true... please baby...Dinah is my bestfriend too... If it wasn't for her i would not think i'm together with you like this... She's the one who told me to stay strong with you despite what others say about you... Honestly baby..i'm the kind of girl who can't hear things about my BOYFRIEND from others... the more i hear stuff the more my feelings will eventually starts to fade... and you know what....Dinah has help me through that.... she keeps telling me to just ignore and believe in this relationship..... it will be a waste if i let go now... we're coming the 6 months tomorrow and i'm hoping this relationship to last even longer.. So please baby... i'm sick and tired of this countless arguments about the same thing over and over again... the way your acting and all..its just hurting me bad...im sorry.... i didn't mean to hurt you either... I love you baby... and i want you to change..... please.....we've got all the times and days in the world to spend time with each other as long as we're still together.. just one day i meet you and had to accompany Dinah buy groceries and you're all showing faces here and there.. Thats rude baby...you're not only hurting me but Dinah too...if she starts to not like you and whenever i have issues with you i will not have anyone to turn to...i hope you understand what i'm trying to say baby... i just don't want anyone to know your true colors and starts telling me stuff about you..its not nice to hear baby.. i don't like hearing these things...Please i beg of you to change... i'm not wanting to lose you right now or ever.. but please don't let me do that to you..i don't want to.








And so today was out all by myself to causeway to get BOYFRIEND something special..i don't know if he were to like it but thats the last thing i could possibly think of...Dinah was suppose to accompany me but she has cramps.... others are just too busy... so for once in my life i did a little shopping on my own... got myself makeups... and stuff...and yea...thats about what i did today.... poor me left all alone.. and missing my baby real bad....meet me up tomorrow..i don't care... even if mama wants to go out you're soooo coming along too.. hehe....